Aii yaye yaye yah yaye.
I'm in a whirlwind right now. I have three women that I'm torn between -- for now anyway.
Dawn is the one. I feel it, I know it, I'm afraid of it, I'm excited about it. I can't wait to get home and see her.
Rasha is amazing. She would be fun and wonderful and upbuilding and supportive and challenging. She's intelligent and pretty, she's cool and spunky, she's... invited me to San Diego next weekend.
And Lauren. Ahhhh, Lauren. So young, so sweet, so full of life, so in to me in a way that only a 20 year old can be. It feels sooo good. I love how she looks at me, with pureness and joy, with the kind of love only someone so young could offer.
I live for that look, but Dawn is so smart and pretty. And Rasha is so good for me.
Waaah. Why is it always feast or famine? Why am I always faced with hard decisions or no love at all?
