She called me by his name

I'm so mad I can't even comprehend it.

She was over tonight and professed her devotion, love, and commitment to a future together.

And then I drove her to her car, where she called me by her husband's name, and I sped away, so angry I couldn't speak.

I called and she asked me to let the good night we'd had stay positive.

I tried. But I couldn't. I did at first, saying good night, but then I called back.

She was already home, already offline, already a spineless, indecisive... whatever she is.

And I felt stupid. I feel stupid. I am stupid.

And angry.

I want to break up with her again. I want to call him on his phone and tell him how her pussy feels when she tells me she loves me. I want to...

Sigh.

Cry. I just want to cry.

This is fucking ridiculous.